April
POSTED ON: Sunday, 7 April 2013 @ 23:34 | 0 comments
Being 14 in the next 2 months. Isn't it crazy how fast time flies? March was okay. I actually can't remember what happened in March. Haha. Let's see my journal, umm so , wait when did I cry because of those '2 guys'? I can't even remember anything. Hahahaha. Ohh , I remember now!
Ismula and Isyraf. These two guys in class are soooo annoying! Hmph . Such a day ruiner haha . Went out with the girls , to the library. Getting the slideshows done. Going out with Yusni is always fun . Never stopped laughing. Thank you for always making me laugh . I love you.
Then , it was MARCH BREAK! I have always loved school break , but it is always boring. I really wanted to go to LD , but mom said no . I miss LD so muchhhh. or maybe someone? LOL NO. hahaha.
Sports day in April . Sighh. I hate sports day . Those practices and stuff. Ugh. Boringgg. But , I wish this year's sports day will be so much better than last year since I have Ziezi with me. I won't be alone anymore. No more that forever-alone feeling. Haha.
That's it. Nothing more to say. Love you and you and you. Sys! Suka you suka? Sayang you suka? Sayang you sayang?? NOPE. Hahaha. See you soon! :)
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March
POSTED ON: Saturday, 2 March 2013 @ 17:48 | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum. Hi. Good evening wherever you are. I'm Nasha, well just in case if you forgot or something. So sorry for being gone for so long. I was a bit busy with school, life and stuff.
I didn't update about January and February just like how I usually do.
So how's life? I hope everything's alright. Well mine was a bit miserable but I'll get over it. January was okay. I actually couldn't remember anything in January. Hahaha. It was pretty... it took me like 3 minutes to think. It was pretty bad ? Some people had me in tears a lot this month. Or maybe it's just me, you know those 'hormons' thingy. Teenage's life. Stressed. Feeling used. Feeling like I'm not better enough.
And then February where PBS has started. I was kinda depressed. I wanted no more tears in February,but I guess it didn't turn out to be what I expected. We joined "Qiamulail" in February and it was great. It felt amazing to wake up in the middle of the night just to pray to Allah. Solat taubat, solat hajat.
I couldn't sleep that night. I kept changing my sleeping position. Hahaha. Then, Zie and Tika's birthday. On the same day. How cool is that? Went to PizzaHut to celebrate Zie's birthday with Syafiqah, Shiema and Syahirah. It was great, but pretty awkward actually. Haha.
I had a literally wonderful ending for February. I just loved that day. Everything was absolutely perfect. I thought it was gonna be like, another boring day at school. But, it was totally amazing. When we were at the studio seni, in the library, and in the lab. Haven't felt like that since forever. Love you ♥
Time freaking flies. I didn't realize it was March already. Turning 14 in 3 months. I'm getting old! :O Well that happens to everybody haha. My birthday this year is totally going to be so boring. I'm just gonna be at home. Tweeting and stuff. I thought about going out with my girls but, I'm still not sure about it.
Okay,see you guys in the next entry!
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January 2013
POSTED ON: @ 16:54 | 0 comments
Happy New Year! 2013 sounds kinda strange to me. I don't know why. I hope for some changes this year. I want to be a better person. A better personality. And I hope this year will be much better than 2012 since 13 is one of my lucky numbers ;)
I should've written this on January 1st but I was so tired that night so I thought I'd write it later. Maybe at the weekend. And here I am with my brother's guitar writing this. I know today isn't the weekend but.. nevermind.
School was boring,and it will always be. Our class is still in the same block. Some of our previously teachers are still teaching us. There's not much changing this year. I really don't know how to face those PBS this year. I've been 'suffering' for a year with PBS.
Hope this year will make lots of changes to me.
Labels: 2013
The last Q&A of the year
POSTED ON: Monday, 31 December 2012 @ 18:07 | 0 comments
Can't believe 2012 is nearly over,which is 8 hours from now. I wanted today to be a special day to me so I think I should do my last Q&A of 2012. Maybe 2 or 3 years later,I'm gonna feel bored and then I'll go to my blog and read this and realize how much things have changed. Okay,let's do this. 200 questions leggo
200: My crush's name is: omg do i really need to answer this,okay umm his name starts with Y. that's all.
199: I was born in: LD
198: I am really: bored,crazy,lame,in love with my crush :p
197: My cellphone company is: Sony Ericsson
196: My eye color is: Black
195: My shoe size is: 5 or 6
194: My ring size is: idk. i don't wear them.
193: My height is: 158 cm.
192: I am allergic to: soap. i mean,i can't wash the dishes too often,or my fingers will become weird aha
191: My 1st car was: never had a car before. too young too drive.
190: My 1st job was: never had one.
189: Last book you read: Harry Potter and the half blood prince.
188: My bed is: comfortable yay
187: My pet: i don't have one.
186: My best friend: syafiqah,ziezi,yusni,shiema,atika,syahirah
185: My favorite shampoo is: i don't have a favourite,but i use 'clear'
184: Xbox or ps3: ps3
183: Piggy banks are: good lol
182: In my pockets: chocolate ahaha
181: On my calendar: numbers lol
180: Marriage is: cool ?
179: Spongebob can: make krabby patties
178: My mom: Is amazing. I love her. A lot. So much.
177: The last three songs I downloaded were? you're not sorry by taylor,perfect harmony from rags,and dna by little mix
176: Last YouTube video watched: taylor was performing red live on umm i dont remember.
175: How many cousins do you have? : i'm not sure. a lot. but the ones that close to me are cairel,roy,iqbal,yaya. thats all.
174: Do you have any siblings? : yes,3 annoying siblings aha
173: Are your parents divorced? : no
172: Are you taller than your mom? : aha yes! a little bit.
171: Do you play an instrument? : no but i'm currently learning how to play guitar.
170: What did you do yesterday? : nothing,just stayed at home,tweeting,eating and stuff.
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: not really. because i usually take some time to fall in love with someone.
168: Luck: yes.
167: Fate: yes.
166: Yourself: not really.
165: Aliens: nope.
164: Heaven: yes,
163: Hell: yes.
162: God: Allah,yes.
161: Horoscopes: a bit.
160: Soul mates: yes
159: Ghosts: yes.
158: Gay Marriage: no
157: War: yes ?
156: Orbs: umm no.
155: Magic: yess
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: hugss xoxo
153: Drunk or High: high haha
152: Phone or Online: both!
151: Red heads or Black haired: black haired.
150: Blondes or Brunettes: both! but i prefer blondes
149: Hot or cold: umm warm
148: Summer or winter: both.
147: Autumn or Spring: spring
146: Chocolate or vanilla: both.
145: Night or Day: night
144: Oranges or Apples: apples
143: Curly or Straight hair: both.
142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white chocolate
140: Mac or PC: pc
139: Flip flops or high heels: flip flops
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor <3
137: Coke or Pepsi: idk,pepsi ?
136: Hillary or Obama: aha idk obama maybe.
135: Burried or cremated: burried
134: Singing or Dancing: singing
133: Coach or Chanel: chanel
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: idk them.
131: Small town or Big city: small town.
130: Wal-Mart or Target: idk
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: idk them
128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast: idk
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: my birthday. we don't celebrate christmas.
125: Chocolate or Flowers: umm both!
124: Disney or Six Flags: disney
123: Yankees or Red Sox: idk
[ Here's What I Think About ]
122: War: war shouldn't exist. spread love
121: George Bush: he's stupidly stupid. my friends and i always laugh at him.
120: Gay Marriage: haram.
119: The presidential election: idk.
118: Abortion: never do this. poor the innocent baby.
117: MySpace: i have one. but i forgot the password.
116: Reality TV: cool!
115: Parents: my parents are amazing. sometimes i hate them but deeply inside i really love them.
114: Back stabbers: are suck. we trusted them and then this is what we got. we should 'stab' them with a knife.
113: Ebay: idk
112: Facebook: cool. my social life started there
111: Work: never had one. umm tiring,i guess?
110: My Neighbors: strangers. never talked to them.
109: Gas Prices: huh? idk.
108: Designer Clothes: awesome!
107: College: idk. i'm still a junior in high school.
106: Sports: cool. but i suck at everything
105: My family: i love them so much.
104: The future: important.
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: a few hours ago
102: Last time you ate: just now. snacks.
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: my crush,my cousin. last week. ahh i miss them.
100: Cried in front of someone: i don't remember. i usually don't cry in front of people.
99: Went to a movie theater: never.
98: Took a vacation: last week.
97: Swam in a pool: last year. aha.
96: Changed a diaper: years ago.
95: Got my nails done: never.
94: Went to a wedding: last month
93: Broke a bone: never.
92: Got a peircing: years years ago. when i was little.
91: Broke the law: aha i dont remember. but i always do.
90: Texted: last friday haha.
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: my aunt,yusni and ziezi.
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my room
87: The last movie I saw: i don't remember the title
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: to see my crush.
85: The thing im not looking forward to: failure
84: People call me: nasha,nash,sasha,taylor haha
83: The most difficult thing to do is: leaving my grandma's,geography test,trust someone
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no
81: My zodiac sign is: gemini
80: The first person i talked to today was: my little brother
79: First time you had a crush: when i was 7 haha
78: The one person who i can't hide things from: syafiqah. i really can't hide something from her. i really need to telll her everything!
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: idk
76: Right now I am talking to: nobody.
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: become a lecturer. make my parents proud of me. meet taylor,one direction .
74: I have/will get a job: yeah
73: Tomorrow: is the last day of the holidays and the new beginning.
72: Today: the last day of 2012.
71: Next Summer: idk whats gonna happen.
70: Next Weekend: second week of school.
69: I have these pets: don't have one
68: The worst sound in the world: the word "goodbye"
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: idk. my crush? sometimes i do.
66: People that make you happy: my bestfriends
65: Last time I cried: last week.
64: My friends are: funny. the best bestfriends ever.
63: My computer is: stupid sometimes.
62: My School: sucks
61: My Car: i don't have one
60: I lose all respect for people who: insult my family,my bestfriends,my idol,and me.
59: The movie I cried at was: i don't remember
58: Your hair color is: black.
57: TV shows you watch: running man
56: Favorite web site: taylorswift.com,twitter,tumblr,weheartit.
55: Your dream vacation: London,Paris
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: idk
53: How do you like your steak cooked: idk.
52: My room is: messy. but still comfortable
51: My favorite celebrity is: taylor swift,one direction,justin bieber
50: Where would you like to be: right now? LD.
49: Do you want children: this awk. umm maybe
48: Ever been in love: nope.
47: Who's your best friend: i've answered this.
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girlfriends.
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: idk.
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my crush. omg please.
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no.
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: nope
41: Have you pre-named your children: not really
40: Last person I got mad at: my cousin and my lil brother.
39: I would like to move to: no where. i love being here. but i wish my crush would move here so i could see him everyday
38: I wish I was a professional: at everything
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: lollipop
36: Vehicle: ferarri aha
35: President: idk.
34: State visited: none
33: Cellphone provider: idk.
32: Athlete: farizal marlias. he's a goalkeeper.
31: Actor: tom felton.
30: Actress: emma watson.
29: Singer: taylor swift,justin bieber
28: Band: one direction
27: Clothing store: idk.
26: Grocery store: idk
25: TV show: running man
24: Movie: harry potter
23: Website: i've answered this.
22: Animal: cats,panda bears,hamsters
21: Theme park: sunway lagoon.
20: Holiday: idk ?
19: Sport to watch: football.
18: Sport to play: basketball.
17: Magazine: nothing.
16: Book: harry potter,mr. midnight.
15: Day of the week: saturday
14: Beach: those in LD.
13: Concert attended: never been one :/
12: Thing to cook: idk how to cook.
11: Food: chicken chop,spaghetti,kfc
10: Restaurant: idk. i eat everywhere people bring me
9: Radio station: none
8: Yankee candle scent: none
7: Perfume: wonderstruck,wonderstruck enchanted.
6: Flower: roses,roses,roses
5: Color: purple,red
4: Talk show host: none
3: Comedian: idk.
2: Dog breed: idk.
1: did you answer all these honestly? yesssss
Done. Finally. Remember when I said I wanted to write about my crush in the next entry? I've written it for 2 hours and my back hurt so bad haha. But I haven't published it yet. And it's not even done yet. But once it's done,I'll post it just wait :p Love lots,Nashaaaa
December
POSTED ON: Wednesday, 19 December 2012 @ 21:30 | 0 comments
December,the very last month of the year, 2012. It feels like just yesterday when I first walked in the secondary school with my mom awkwardly,wondering will this school make some good memories for me,will i get some great friends,will i feel happy with this.
I must say that 2012 has given me lots of bittersweet memories. It wasn't the best year I've ever had. Sometimes,I wish I could go back to 2009,2010 and 2011. Those times are sooo different than 2012. Those times are better than now. Everything has changed. Strangers have became closer and some close friends have gone became a stranger to me. Met someone new and said goodbye to someone who has some great memories with me.
That's the crazy thing called 'life'. Nothing lasts forever. We only can move on with our lives and let them be memories for us to remember. Yeah nothing lasts forever but we could keep them stay in our hearts forever. All we have to do is believe. Believe in fate. Everything that happened meant something.
I know I'm late but who cares haha. December. Where people are celebrating christmas. Where people are getting ready for school (which is like 2 more weeks from now). Where people are enjoying their freedom which is gonna end in a few days. Where people are screaming "NO" because school is coming soon and they gonna 'steal' our freedom. Where some people are kinda excited for school but not me.
I. Am. Not. Excited. For. School. To. Be. Honest. I really don't. I think school is gonna be so much better if PBS never existed in our lives. So much better. I hate those presentations. I hate those PBS papers. I feel so depressed. To those form 1 kids next year,be ready weirdos,PBS will ruin your life.I know I shouldn't say that,but that's what happened to me.
So far,December isn't that bad. I'm just waiting for christmas. Because of 'someone' :p. I can't wait to celebrate christmas at the beach with my mom's side family. My mom said that we're going there this December. So,I hope you will keep your words mom. I really hope you do.
So,today I bought my school stuff. Seriously,next year I'm gonna come to school in purple. Haha. My pencil box,my bag,my watch. No words can explain my love for purple hahaha.
I'm seeing that 'someone' in two days. Two days. I repeat,two days. I'm so excited like crazyyy. And a bit nervous. Can miracle happen in my life just for once? Can he please become mine? Can that happen? Arghh i really want to be with him so bad.
I'm gonna write about him in the next post. How everything started. Oh my. Never been so crazy about one person before. Just two days. What should I wear? What should I say? What should I do? Wish me luck? Thanks. <3
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Q & A
POSTED ON: Thursday, 22 November 2012 @ 12:12 | 0 comments
"One of my favorite quotes from the movie 'The perks of being a wallflower'. Never watched it but i really want to."
1. name - nashatul aznieza
2. Nickname - nasha,nash,nashaz
3. favorite color - purrrple,red
4. Tall or short - tall
5. Sweats or jeans - jeans
6. Orange or apple - apple
7. Do you have a crush on someone - yes <3
8. Eat or drink - drink
9. Piercings - ears
10. Pepsi or coke - pepsi maybe?
Have you ever...
11. Been in an airplane ? yes
12. Been in a relationship ? no
13. Been in a car accident ? almost
14. Been in a fist fight ? no
Firsts & lasts
15. First piercing - ears
16. First best friend - probably syafiqah
17. First award - i don't remember
18. First crush - a*****
19. First word - idk
20. Last person you talked to in person - my lil sister
21. Last person you texted - my cousin,cairel
22. Last friend you watched a movie with - none
23. Last food you ate - omelette
24. Last movie you watched in theaters - none
25. Last song you listened to - Begin Again by Taylor Swift
26. Last thing you bought - RED album
27. Last person you hugged - my lil sister
Favorites
28. Food ? spaghetti,chicken chop,cheesy wedges
29. Drink ? avocado juice
30. Flower ? roses
31. Animal ? cats,panda
32. Color ? purple and red
33. Place ? London aka Fundon
34. Movie ? Harry Potter
35. Subject? Maths,English
Have you ever ...
36. Fallen in love with someone? yeah
37. Celebrated Halloween? nope
38. Went over the minutes/texts on your phone? LOL yes
39. Wanted to smack someone upside the head? ugh of course
40. Eaten a whole pizza? never! :(
41. Did something you regret? YES
42. Broke a promise? yes
43. Hid a secret? yes
44. Pretend to be happy? yes. like,always.
Your future...
45. Want kids? yes ?
46. Want to get married? yes
47. Career? lecturer
Which is better in the opposite gender?
48. Lips or eyes - eyes
49. Shorter or taller - taller
50. Romantic or spontaneous- romantic
51. Hook up or relationship- relationship
52. Looks or personality- personality is more important,but tbh i think i'll pick both.
Have you ever...
53. Lost glasses/contacts? i don't wear em
54. Snuck out? nope my moms gonna kill me
55. Held a gun/knife for self defense? nope
56. Broke someones heart? idk maybe
57. Been in love? nope
58. Been arrested? no
Do you believe in;
59. Yourself; i don't
60. Miracles; not really
61. Love at first sight; yes
62. Santa; haha nope
63. Forever & Always; hmm no.
TRUTHFULLY
64. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yes.
65. Who your real friends are : syafiqah,ziezi,yusni,atika,shiema,
66. Who was the last person you text : cairel
67. Who your best friend : my real friends are my bestfriends too
68. boy you trust the most : hm probably cairel.
Perfect week
POSTED ON: Monday, 19 November 2012 @ 00:14 | 0 comments
Good morning and good night,where ever you are earthlings! This week has been so perfect!! Do I seem really happy? Yes,I am! Remember when I told you my November is ruined? Well,it's made up! Shout out to someone special! He made my whole week. He's the reason why I called it 'Perfect Week'. Don't forget my cousin,Cairel and RED!
As you guys know,we went to my grandma's lastweek and everything was perfect. I thought that it was going to be so boring. I used to say that that place was so boring,there was nothing to do,there was no internet connection and stuff. But everything has changed. My cousin moved nearer and it's not boring anymore. He's one of the reasons this week has been perfectly perf.
I could see him everyday. Hangout with him everyday. Laugh with him everyday. It was real fun! He's so funny and he loves talking about RED. His favourite songs on the album are 'Stay stay stay' and 'Red'. And guess what? he blamed me! He said "Look what have you done to me?" Haha,it wasn't my fault! Blame Taylor!
Being there made me forgot about everything. I felt so happy with them. I got some awesome friends even though they're just kids but who cares They made me feel like 'budak kampung' lol but yeah and I think it was the first time that l felt so happy without internet. When we came there,there was no water so we had to go to the river!! Yay! It was perf. Like seriously. My crush went with us too and it was perf okay.
But the sad thing was we never talked. how sad is my life? haha but he was so shy idk me too. My cousin thinks he likes me. Like really,I almost died actually. i wish i could turn back time. My favourite day was when we were playing soccer! I don't actually like to play soccer but since he was there,I would like to join! And yeah I suck at football but my cousin said I was so good. He said if you learn some skills and do some training,I would become better than him and my brother.
Thanks anyway. So,I became the goalkeeper and I hurt my knee,my feet,my hand and my head. Yes,my head. Lol there was once you know,I kicked the ball and my crush got hit square in his stomach lol I was about to laugh but i felt bad and I said sorry! he just smiled at me. why u no said something!! Oh and my head? Idk when I tried to tackle the ball from him,idk what happened but we both hit each other,square in the head haha.
It hurt but haha memories! and the saddest thing is,that was the last day. I didn't feel like going home. I loved being there. I really enjoyed the vacation. I didn't want to go home. I wanted to stay stay stay,I've been loving you for quite some time time time. I miss them. So bad.
But,don't worry,I'll be back in December! Back to December,all the time. Imma back with my RED album! I. bought. the. RED. album. guys. be. jealous. haha. It was one of the best days of the year.
I had the best days with them. I can't believe that November is almost over and December is coming soon. Then,January. Where school starts. A new journey starts. A new adventure starts. Everything happened so fast.
Anyway,December is gonna be so hard for me. I hope I can get through this. Fighting! haha see you guys on the next entry! *waves
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April
POSTED ON: Sunday, 7 April 2013 @ 23:34 | 0 comments
Being 14 in the next 2 months. Isn't it crazy how fast time flies? March was okay. I actually can't remember what happened in March. Haha. Let's see my journal, umm so , wait when did I cry because of those '2 guys'? I can't even remember anything. Hahahaha. Ohh , I remember now!
Ismula and Isyraf. These two guys in class are soooo annoying! Hmph . Such a day ruiner haha . Went out with the girls , to the library. Getting the slideshows done. Going out with Yusni is always fun . Never stopped laughing. Thank you for always making me laugh . I love you.
Then , it was MARCH BREAK! I have always loved school break , but it is always boring. I really wanted to go to LD , but mom said no . I miss LD so muchhhh. or maybe someone? LOL NO. hahaha.
Sports day in April . Sighh. I hate sports day . Those practices and stuff. Ugh. Boringgg. But , I wish this year's sports day will be so much better than last year since I have Ziezi with me. I won't be alone anymore. No more that forever-alone feeling. Haha.
That's it. Nothing more to say. Love you and you and you. Sys! Suka you suka? Sayang you suka? Sayang you sayang?? NOPE. Hahaha. See you soon! :)
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March
POSTED ON: Saturday, 2 March 2013 @ 17:48 | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum. Hi. Good evening wherever you are. I'm Nasha, well just in case if you forgot or something. So sorry for being gone for so long. I was a bit busy with school, life and stuff.
I didn't update about January and February just like how I usually do.
So how's life? I hope everything's alright. Well mine was a bit miserable but I'll get over it. January was okay. I actually couldn't remember anything in January. Hahaha. It was pretty... it took me like 3 minutes to think. It was pretty bad ? Some people had me in tears a lot this month. Or maybe it's just me, you know those 'hormons' thingy. Teenage's life. Stressed. Feeling used. Feeling like I'm not better enough.
And then February where PBS has started. I was kinda depressed. I wanted no more tears in February,but I guess it didn't turn out to be what I expected. We joined "Qiamulail" in February and it was great. It felt amazing to wake up in the middle of the night just to pray to Allah. Solat taubat, solat hajat.
I couldn't sleep that night. I kept changing my sleeping position. Hahaha. Then, Zie and Tika's birthday. On the same day. How cool is that? Went to PizzaHut to celebrate Zie's birthday with Syafiqah, Shiema and Syahirah. It was great, but pretty awkward actually. Haha.
I had a literally wonderful ending for February. I just loved that day. Everything was absolutely perfect. I thought it was gonna be like, another boring day at school. But, it was totally amazing. When we were at the studio seni, in the library, and in the lab. Haven't felt like that since forever. Love you ♥
Time freaking flies. I didn't realize it was March already. Turning 14 in 3 months. I'm getting old! :O Well that happens to everybody haha. My birthday this year is totally going to be so boring. I'm just gonna be at home. Tweeting and stuff. I thought about going out with my girls but, I'm still not sure about it.
Okay,see you guys in the next entry!
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January 2013
POSTED ON: @ 16:54 | 0 comments
Happy New Year! 2013 sounds kinda strange to me. I don't know why. I hope for some changes this year. I want to be a better person. A better personality. And I hope this year will be much better than 2012 since 13 is one of my lucky numbers ;)
I should've written this on January 1st but I was so tired that night so I thought I'd write it later. Maybe at the weekend. And here I am with my brother's guitar writing this. I know today isn't the weekend but.. nevermind.
School was boring,and it will always be. Our class is still in the same block. Some of our previously teachers are still teaching us. There's not much changing this year. I really don't know how to face those PBS this year. I've been 'suffering' for a year with PBS.
Hope this year will make lots of changes to me.
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The last Q&A of the year
POSTED ON: Monday, 31 December 2012 @ 18:07 | 0 comments
Can't believe 2012 is nearly over,which is 8 hours from now. I wanted today to be a special day to me so I think I should do my last Q&A of 2012. Maybe 2 or 3 years later,I'm gonna feel bored and then I'll go to my blog and read this and realize how much things have changed. Okay,let's do this. 200 questions leggo
200: My crush's name is: omg do i really need to answer this,okay umm his name starts with Y. that's all.
199: I was born in: LD
198: I am really: bored,crazy,lame,in love with my crush :p
197: My cellphone company is: Sony Ericsson
196: My eye color is: Black
195: My shoe size is: 5 or 6
194: My ring size is: idk. i don't wear them.
193: My height is: 158 cm.
192: I am allergic to: soap. i mean,i can't wash the dishes too often,or my fingers will become weird aha
191: My 1st car was: never had a car before. too young too drive.
190: My 1st job was: never had one.
189: Last book you read: Harry Potter and the half blood prince.
188: My bed is: comfortable yay
187: My pet: i don't have one.
186: My best friend: syafiqah,ziezi,yusni,shiema,atika,syahirah
185: My favorite shampoo is: i don't have a favourite,but i use 'clear'
184: Xbox or ps3: ps3
183: Piggy banks are: good lol
182: In my pockets: chocolate ahaha
181: On my calendar: numbers lol
180: Marriage is: cool ?
179: Spongebob can: make krabby patties
178: My mom: Is amazing. I love her. A lot. So much.
177: The last three songs I downloaded were? you're not sorry by taylor,perfect harmony from rags,and dna by little mix
176: Last YouTube video watched: taylor was performing red live on umm i dont remember.
175: How many cousins do you have? : i'm not sure. a lot. but the ones that close to me are cairel,roy,iqbal,yaya. thats all.
174: Do you have any siblings? : yes,3 annoying siblings aha
173: Are your parents divorced? : no
172: Are you taller than your mom? : aha yes! a little bit.
171: Do you play an instrument? : no but i'm currently learning how to play guitar.
170: What did you do yesterday? : nothing,just stayed at home,tweeting,eating and stuff.
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: not really. because i usually take some time to fall in love with someone.
168: Luck: yes.
167: Fate: yes.
166: Yourself: not really.
165: Aliens: nope.
164: Heaven: yes,
163: Hell: yes.
162: God: Allah,yes.
161: Horoscopes: a bit.
160: Soul mates: yes
159: Ghosts: yes.
158: Gay Marriage: no
157: War: yes ?
156: Orbs: umm no.
155: Magic: yess
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: hugss xoxo
153: Drunk or High: high haha
152: Phone or Online: both!
151: Red heads or Black haired: black haired.
150: Blondes or Brunettes: both! but i prefer blondes
149: Hot or cold: umm warm
148: Summer or winter: both.
147: Autumn or Spring: spring
146: Chocolate or vanilla: both.
145: Night or Day: night
144: Oranges or Apples: apples
143: Curly or Straight hair: both.
142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white chocolate
140: Mac or PC: pc
139: Flip flops or high heels: flip flops
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor <3
137: Coke or Pepsi: idk,pepsi ?
136: Hillary or Obama: aha idk obama maybe.
135: Burried or cremated: burried
134: Singing or Dancing: singing
133: Coach or Chanel: chanel
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: idk them.
131: Small town or Big city: small town.
130: Wal-Mart or Target: idk
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: idk them
128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast: idk
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: my birthday. we don't celebrate christmas.
125: Chocolate or Flowers: umm both!
124: Disney or Six Flags: disney
123: Yankees or Red Sox: idk
[ Here's What I Think About ]
122: War: war shouldn't exist. spread love
121: George Bush: he's stupidly stupid. my friends and i always laugh at him.
120: Gay Marriage: haram.
119: The presidential election: idk.
118: Abortion: never do this. poor the innocent baby.
117: MySpace: i have one. but i forgot the password.
116: Reality TV: cool!
115: Parents: my parents are amazing. sometimes i hate them but deeply inside i really love them.
114: Back stabbers: are suck. we trusted them and then this is what we got. we should 'stab' them with a knife.
113: Ebay: idk
112: Facebook: cool. my social life started there
111: Work: never had one. umm tiring,i guess?
110: My Neighbors: strangers. never talked to them.
109: Gas Prices: huh? idk.
108: Designer Clothes: awesome!
107: College: idk. i'm still a junior in high school.
106: Sports: cool. but i suck at everything
105: My family: i love them so much.
104: The future: important.
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: a few hours ago
102: Last time you ate: just now. snacks.
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: my crush,my cousin. last week. ahh i miss them.
100: Cried in front of someone: i don't remember. i usually don't cry in front of people.
99: Went to a movie theater: never.
98: Took a vacation: last week.
97: Swam in a pool: last year. aha.
96: Changed a diaper: years ago.
95: Got my nails done: never.
94: Went to a wedding: last month
93: Broke a bone: never.
92: Got a peircing: years years ago. when i was little.
91: Broke the law: aha i dont remember. but i always do.
90: Texted: last friday haha.
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: my aunt,yusni and ziezi.
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my room
87: The last movie I saw: i don't remember the title
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: to see my crush.
85: The thing im not looking forward to: failure
84: People call me: nasha,nash,sasha,taylor haha
83: The most difficult thing to do is: leaving my grandma's,geography test,trust someone
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no
81: My zodiac sign is: gemini
80: The first person i talked to today was: my little brother
79: First time you had a crush: when i was 7 haha
78: The one person who i can't hide things from: syafiqah. i really can't hide something from her. i really need to telll her everything!
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: idk
76: Right now I am talking to: nobody.
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: become a lecturer. make my parents proud of me. meet taylor,one direction .
74: I have/will get a job: yeah
73: Tomorrow: is the last day of the holidays and the new beginning.
72: Today: the last day of 2012.
71: Next Summer: idk whats gonna happen.
70: Next Weekend: second week of school.
69: I have these pets: don't have one
68: The worst sound in the world: the word "goodbye"
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: idk. my crush? sometimes i do.
66: People that make you happy: my bestfriends
65: Last time I cried: last week.
64: My friends are: funny. the best bestfriends ever.
63: My computer is: stupid sometimes.
62: My School: sucks
61: My Car: i don't have one
60: I lose all respect for people who: insult my family,my bestfriends,my idol,and me.
59: The movie I cried at was: i don't remember
58: Your hair color is: black.
57: TV shows you watch: running man
56: Favorite web site: taylorswift.com,twitter,tumblr,weheartit.
55: Your dream vacation: London,Paris
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: idk
53: How do you like your steak cooked: idk.
52: My room is: messy. but still comfortable
51: My favorite celebrity is: taylor swift,one direction,justin bieber
50: Where would you like to be: right now? LD.
49: Do you want children: this awk. umm maybe
48: Ever been in love: nope.
47: Who's your best friend: i've answered this.
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girlfriends.
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: idk.
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my crush. omg please.
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no.
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: nope
41: Have you pre-named your children: not really
40: Last person I got mad at: my cousin and my lil brother.
39: I would like to move to: no where. i love being here. but i wish my crush would move here so i could see him everyday
38: I wish I was a professional: at everything
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: lollipop
36: Vehicle: ferarri aha
35: President: idk.
34: State visited: none
33: Cellphone provider: idk.
32: Athlete: farizal marlias. he's a goalkeeper.
31: Actor: tom felton.
30: Actress: emma watson.
29: Singer: taylor swift,justin bieber
28: Band: one direction
27: Clothing store: idk.
26: Grocery store: idk
25: TV show: running man
24: Movie: harry potter
23: Website: i've answered this.
22: Animal: cats,panda bears,hamsters
21: Theme park: sunway lagoon.
20: Holiday: idk ?
19: Sport to watch: football.
18: Sport to play: basketball.
17: Magazine: nothing.
16: Book: harry potter,mr. midnight.
15: Day of the week: saturday
14: Beach: those in LD.
13: Concert attended: never been one :/
12: Thing to cook: idk how to cook.
11: Food: chicken chop,spaghetti,kfc
10: Restaurant: idk. i eat everywhere people bring me
9: Radio station: none
8: Yankee candle scent: none
7: Perfume: wonderstruck,wonderstruck enchanted.
6: Flower: roses,roses,roses
5: Color: purple,red
4: Talk show host: none
3: Comedian: idk.
2: Dog breed: idk.
1: did you answer all these honestly? yesssss
Done. Finally. Remember when I said I wanted to write about my crush in the next entry? I've written it for 2 hours and my back hurt so bad haha. But I haven't published it yet. And it's not even done yet. But once it's done,I'll post it just wait :p Love lots,Nashaaaa
December
POSTED ON: Wednesday, 19 December 2012 @ 21:30 | 0 comments
December,the very last month of the year, 2012. It feels like just yesterday when I first walked in the secondary school with my mom awkwardly,wondering will this school make some good memories for me,will i get some great friends,will i feel happy with this.
I must say that 2012 has given me lots of bittersweet memories. It wasn't the best year I've ever had. Sometimes,I wish I could go back to 2009,2010 and 2011. Those times are sooo different than 2012. Those times are better than now. Everything has changed. Strangers have became closer and some close friends have gone became a stranger to me. Met someone new and said goodbye to someone who has some great memories with me.
That's the crazy thing called 'life'. Nothing lasts forever. We only can move on with our lives and let them be memories for us to remember. Yeah nothing lasts forever but we could keep them stay in our hearts forever. All we have to do is believe. Believe in fate. Everything that happened meant something.
I know I'm late but who cares haha. December. Where people are celebrating christmas. Where people are getting ready for school (which is like 2 more weeks from now). Where people are enjoying their freedom which is gonna end in a few days. Where people are screaming "NO" because school is coming soon and they gonna 'steal' our freedom. Where some people are kinda excited for school but not me.
I. Am. Not. Excited. For. School. To. Be. Honest. I really don't. I think school is gonna be so much better if PBS never existed in our lives. So much better. I hate those presentations. I hate those PBS papers. I feel so depressed. To those form 1 kids next year,be ready weirdos,PBS will ruin your life.I know I shouldn't say that,but that's what happened to me.
So far,December isn't that bad. I'm just waiting for christmas. Because of 'someone' :p. I can't wait to celebrate christmas at the beach with my mom's side family. My mom said that we're going there this December. So,I hope you will keep your words mom. I really hope you do.
So,today I bought my school stuff. Seriously,next year I'm gonna come to school in purple. Haha. My pencil box,my bag,my watch. No words can explain my love for purple hahaha.
I'm seeing that 'someone' in two days. Two days. I repeat,two days. I'm so excited like crazyyy. And a bit nervous. Can miracle happen in my life just for once? Can he please become mine? Can that happen? Arghh i really want to be with him so bad.
I'm gonna write about him in the next post. How everything started. Oh my. Never been so crazy about one person before. Just two days. What should I wear? What should I say? What should I do? Wish me luck? Thanks. <3
Labels: crush, december, journals
Q & A
POSTED ON: Thursday, 22 November 2012 @ 12:12 | 0 comments
"One of my favorite quotes from the movie 'The perks of being a wallflower'. Never watched it but i really want to."
1. name - nashatul aznieza
2. Nickname - nasha,nash,nashaz
3. favorite color - purrrple,red
4. Tall or short - tall
5. Sweats or jeans - jeans
6. Orange or apple - apple
7. Do you have a crush on someone - yes <3
8. Eat or drink - drink
9. Piercings - ears
10. Pepsi or coke - pepsi maybe?
Have you ever...
11. Been in an airplane ? yes
12. Been in a relationship ? no
13. Been in a car accident ? almost
14. Been in a fist fight ? no
Firsts & lasts
15. First piercing - ears
16. First best friend - probably syafiqah
17. First award - i don't remember
18. First crush - a*****
19. First word - idk
20. Last person you talked to in person - my lil sister
21. Last person you texted - my cousin,cairel
22. Last friend you watched a movie with - none
23. Last food you ate - omelette
24. Last movie you watched in theaters - none
25. Last song you listened to - Begin Again by Taylor Swift
26. Last thing you bought - RED album
27. Last person you hugged - my lil sister
Favorites
28. Food ? spaghetti,chicken chop,cheesy wedges
29. Drink ? avocado juice
30. Flower ? roses
31. Animal ? cats,panda
32. Color ? purple and red
33. Place ? London aka Fundon
34. Movie ? Harry Potter
35. Subject? Maths,English
Have you ever ...
36. Fallen in love with someone? yeah
37. Celebrated Halloween? nope
38. Went over the minutes/texts on your phone? LOL yes
39. Wanted to smack someone upside the head? ugh of course
40. Eaten a whole pizza? never! :(
41. Did something you regret? YES
42. Broke a promise? yes
43. Hid a secret? yes
44. Pretend to be happy? yes. like,always.
Your future...
45. Want kids? yes ?
46. Want to get married? yes
47. Career? lecturer
Which is better in the opposite gender?
48. Lips or eyes - eyes
49. Shorter or taller - taller
50. Romantic or spontaneous- romantic
51. Hook up or relationship- relationship
52. Looks or personality- personality is more important,but tbh i think i'll pick both.
Have you ever...
53. Lost glasses/contacts? i don't wear em
54. Snuck out? nope my moms gonna kill me
55. Held a gun/knife for self defense? nope
56. Broke someones heart? idk maybe
57. Been in love? nope
58. Been arrested? no
Do you believe in;
59. Yourself; i don't
60. Miracles; not really
61. Love at first sight; yes
62. Santa; haha nope
63. Forever & Always; hmm no.
TRUTHFULLY
64. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yes.
65. Who your real friends are : syafiqah,ziezi,yusni,atika,shiema,
66. Who was the last person you text : cairel
67. Who your best friend : my real friends are my bestfriends too
68. boy you trust the most : hm probably cairel.
Perfect week
POSTED ON: Monday, 19 November 2012 @ 00:14 | 0 comments
Good morning and good night,where ever you are earthlings! This week has been so perfect!! Do I seem really happy? Yes,I am! Remember when I told you my November is ruined? Well,it's made up! Shout out to someone special! He made my whole week. He's the reason why I called it 'Perfect Week'. Don't forget my cousin,Cairel and RED!
As you guys know,we went to my grandma's lastweek and everything was perfect. I thought that it was going to be so boring. I used to say that that place was so boring,there was nothing to do,there was no internet connection and stuff. But everything has changed. My cousin moved nearer and it's not boring anymore. He's one of the reasons this week has been perfectly perf.
I could see him everyday. Hangout with him everyday. Laugh with him everyday. It was real fun! He's so funny and he loves talking about RED. His favourite songs on the album are 'Stay stay stay' and 'Red'. And guess what? he blamed me! He said "Look what have you done to me?" Haha,it wasn't my fault! Blame Taylor!
Being there made me forgot about everything. I felt so happy with them. I got some awesome friends even though they're just kids but who cares They made me feel like 'budak kampung' lol but yeah and I think it was the first time that l felt so happy without internet. When we came there,there was no water so we had to go to the river!! Yay! It was perf. Like seriously. My crush went with us too and it was perf okay.
But the sad thing was we never talked. how sad is my life? haha but he was so shy idk me too. My cousin thinks he likes me. Like really,I almost died actually. i wish i could turn back time. My favourite day was when we were playing soccer! I don't actually like to play soccer but since he was there,I would like to join! And yeah I suck at football but my cousin said I was so good. He said if you learn some skills and do some training,I would become better than him and my brother.
Thanks anyway. So,I became the goalkeeper and I hurt my knee,my feet,my hand and my head. Yes,my head. Lol there was once you know,I kicked the ball and my crush got hit square in his stomach lol I was about to laugh but i felt bad and I said sorry! he just smiled at me. why u no said something!! Oh and my head? Idk when I tried to tackle the ball from him,idk what happened but we both hit each other,square in the head haha.
It hurt but haha memories! and the saddest thing is,that was the last day. I didn't feel like going home. I loved being there. I really enjoyed the vacation. I didn't want to go home. I wanted to stay stay stay,I've been loving you for quite some time time time. I miss them. So bad.
But,don't worry,I'll be back in December! Back to December,all the time. Imma back with my RED album! I. bought. the. RED. album. guys. be. jealous. haha. It was one of the best days of the year.
I had the best days with them. I can't believe that November is almost over and December is coming soon. Then,January. Where school starts. A new journey starts. A new adventure starts. Everything happened so fast.
Anyway,December is gonna be so hard for me. I hope I can get through this. Fighting! haha see you guys on the next entry! *waves
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