December
POSTED ON: Wednesday, 19 December 2012 @ 21:30 | 0 comments
December,the very last month of the year, 2012. It feels like just yesterday when I first walked in the secondary school with my mom awkwardly,wondering will this school make some good memories for me,will i get some great friends,will i feel happy with this.
I must say that 2012 has given me lots of bittersweet memories. It wasn't the best year I've ever had. Sometimes,I wish I could go back to 2009,2010 and 2011. Those times are sooo different than 2012. Those times are better than now. Everything has changed. Strangers have became closer and some close friends have gone became a stranger to me. Met someone new and said goodbye to someone who has some great memories with me.
That's the crazy thing called 'life'. Nothing lasts forever. We only can move on with our lives and let them be memories for us to remember. Yeah nothing lasts forever but we could keep them stay in our hearts forever. All we have to do is believe. Believe in fate. Everything that happened meant something.
I know I'm late but who cares haha. December. Where people are celebrating christmas. Where people are getting ready for school (which is like 2 more weeks from now). Where people are enjoying their freedom which is gonna end in a few days. Where people are screaming "NO" because school is coming soon and they gonna 'steal' our freedom. Where some people are kinda excited for school but not me.
I. Am. Not. Excited. For. School. To. Be. Honest. I really don't. I think school is gonna be so much better if PBS never existed in our lives. So much better. I hate those presentations. I hate those PBS papers. I feel so depressed. To those form 1 kids next year,be ready weirdos,PBS will ruin your life.I know I shouldn't say that,but that's what happened to me.
So far,December isn't that bad. I'm just waiting for christmas. Because of 'someone' :p. I can't wait to celebrate christmas at the beach with my mom's side family. My mom said that we're going there this December. So,I hope you will keep your words mom. I really hope you do.
So,today I bought my school stuff. Seriously,next year I'm gonna come to school in purple. Haha. My pencil box,my bag,my watch. No words can explain my love for purple hahaha.
I'm seeing that 'someone' in two days. Two days. I repeat,two days. I'm so excited like crazyyy. And a bit nervous. Can miracle happen in my life just for once? Can he please become mine? Can that happen? Arghh i really want to be with him so bad.
I'm gonna write about him in the next post. How everything started. Oh my. Never been so crazy about one person before. Just two days. What should I wear? What should I say? What should I do? Wish me luck? Thanks. <3
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December
POSTED ON: Wednesday, 19 December 2012 @ 21:30 | 0 comments
December,the very last month of the year, 2012. It feels like just yesterday when I first walked in the secondary school with my mom awkwardly,wondering will this school make some good memories for me,will i get some great friends,will i feel happy with this.
I must say that 2012 has given me lots of bittersweet memories. It wasn't the best year I've ever had. Sometimes,I wish I could go back to 2009,2010 and 2011. Those times are sooo different than 2012. Those times are better than now. Everything has changed. Strangers have became closer and some close friends have gone became a stranger to me. Met someone new and said goodbye to someone who has some great memories with me.
That's the crazy thing called 'life'. Nothing lasts forever. We only can move on with our lives and let them be memories for us to remember. Yeah nothing lasts forever but we could keep them stay in our hearts forever. All we have to do is believe. Believe in fate. Everything that happened meant something.
I know I'm late but who cares haha. December. Where people are celebrating christmas. Where people are getting ready for school (which is like 2 more weeks from now). Where people are enjoying their freedom which is gonna end in a few days. Where people are screaming "NO" because school is coming soon and they gonna 'steal' our freedom. Where some people are kinda excited for school but not me.
I. Am. Not. Excited. For. School. To. Be. Honest. I really don't. I think school is gonna be so much better if PBS never existed in our lives. So much better. I hate those presentations. I hate those PBS papers. I feel so depressed. To those form 1 kids next year,be ready weirdos,PBS will ruin your life.I know I shouldn't say that,but that's what happened to me.
So far,December isn't that bad. I'm just waiting for christmas. Because of 'someone' :p. I can't wait to celebrate christmas at the beach with my mom's side family. My mom said that we're going there this December. So,I hope you will keep your words mom. I really hope you do.
So,today I bought my school stuff. Seriously,next year I'm gonna come to school in purple. Haha. My pencil box,my bag,my watch. No words can explain my love for purple hahaha.
I'm seeing that 'someone' in two days. Two days. I repeat,two days. I'm so excited like crazyyy. And a bit nervous. Can miracle happen in my life just for once? Can he please become mine? Can that happen? Arghh i really want to be with him so bad.
I'm gonna write about him in the next post. How everything started. Oh my. Never been so crazy about one person before. Just two days. What should I wear? What should I say? What should I do? Wish me luck? Thanks. <3
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