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Different September

POSTED ON: Sunday, 2 September 2012 @ 17:11 | 0 comments


September

A very good morning to all of you,lovely people. Can you believe it's September already? Time really flies,don't you think? I had a great time with August,see ya next year,buddy!! How about yours? I hope you had a great time too.

It's Niall's birthday on 13th September and Tom Felton's birthday on 22nd September. Any of you guys have a birthday in September? If so,Happy Birthday,cutie!

 
There's a lot of thing happened in August. Exam,Eid,Birthday Party and etc. Exam was extremely well. But not for my Agama Islam and History. I really need to do well next time. I really need to do the best for the next examination which is more important.

Eid was amazing though. On the second day of Eid we went to my grandma's in LD. I believe that you guys knew it already. It was great,my cousins were there. Remember,Cairel? He was so funny. PMR is around the corner,I hope he's ready. But,the disappointing thing was,we didn't go to the beach. I really wanted to go there. I love beaches. My mom said we'll go to the beach in December!

We got back home on Friday. On Sunday,it was Liza's birthday. And guess what? We were late for it!! Yayy,haha. It started at 10.30 am - 11.30 am. We arrived there at 11.15. LOL It was all my fault. But,at least we came to her birthday party. After that,I hung out with Yusni around the town. I almost bought Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince book. Almost. Ughhhhh. 

School started on freakin Monday. I hate Monday. On 31st August,it was Malaysia's Independence Day! Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! #Merdeka55 <3

 I wanted something new in September,I mean,I'm sick and tired doing the same thing everyday. PBS,school,homework. If only being bored could make someone died,I probably would be dead by now. Seriously. Sitting in the class while teacher is teaching,looking at the wall clock and wondering "When is this going to end. I can't take it anymore" And I'm like "How dull and dreary the world is..*sigh" 

I need something new in my life,even a new person,as long as she/he can make me happy and make me feel like my life is not boring anymore. Sometimes,I always be like "I don't want to go to school today,everything is so boring!" I just want to sit in the corner and talk to myself. I don't know man,I'm 13 years old,still studying in Form 1 and I already feel like I want to get the hell out of here! 

Perhaps,I just feel alone sometimes. Music is my only bestfriend. Taylor always helps me. Listening to her songs can make me like..I couldn't describe it,peaceful,yes exactly. She's always there whenever I feel alone. I really wish she was my bestfriend.

I wanted something different in September. I wanted to change. I mean,I have no idea why,I keep being lazy,I give up so easily and I dawdled over everything that I did. I wanted to be the old Nashatul. Maybe,people always see me laughing out loud,but they have no idea,what actually I feel. Everything seems blurry,I don't know what's wrong with me? What happened to me? I feel like,my life is nothing anymore.

 Sometimes,I feel like running away from my life and go to anywhere that I want to. But,I can't. 















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